I was this close To calling it off To taking the loss To fucking pulling the boss I know you feel me But I only feel me I'm my Achilles My own Achilles Even when you believe in nothing You get down on your knees and pray Even when you're down down low You tolerate the day Even when you wanna run Sometimes you stay Even when you wanna run Sometimes you stay I did it to myself I really did it Did it to myself Put poison in the well, now I'm swimming in it Did it to myself Did it to myself Did it to myself My thoughts were so far Away from my bed While you were asleep I'm fucking her in my head It's not a love-life, it's a daydream When it's over, so's the mystery And then you kiss me My own Achilles Even though I believe in nothing I get down on my knees and pray Even when I'm down down low I tolerate the day Even when I wanna run Sometimes I stay Even when I wanna run sometimes I stay... I did it to myself I really did it Did it to myself Put poison in the well, now I'm swimming in it Did it to myself It's that away life Can I have your thoughts on that Maybe it's misplaced confidence Breaking my heart right back I know you feel me I know you feel me You're my Achilles But knowing doesn't help Yeah, I wish I didn't Put poison in the well, now I'm swimming in it I did it to myself I did it to myself I did it to myself Put poison in the well, now I'm swimming in it I did it to myself, to myself