Even though beneath it all, I know I'm going to end up somewhere fine I still find a reason that cuts deep enough to blur what's on my mind I can't take the pressure off myself, it's getting hard to ask for help, but I need it And I'm throwing coins into the works and pushing for a sign to tell me I'm breathing Disorder, disorder What should I do? Disorder, disorder I know that I, I know that I lose my temper Find my senses in disorder, disorder I know that I, I know that I Take another step, I'm feeling dried in this cement, can you pull me out? Wasted all my sweat to keep some kind of sentiment, but I can't stop now, no And sometimes it's easier to make the same mistakes than try to break through the ceiling And just because I turn away, it doesn't mean I've lost the place to believe in, to believe in Disorder, disorder What should I do? Disorder, disorder I know that I, I know that I lose my temper Find my senses in disorder, disorder I know that I, I know that I lose my temper Find my senses, to my senses I know that I, I know that I lose my temper Find my senses, to my senses I know that I, I know that I Could you give me some time, that's all I'm asking I push it down so I won't let it pass me Could you give me some time, that's all I'm asking Disorder, disorder What should I do? Disorder, disorder I know that I, I know that I lose my temper Find my senses in disorder, disorder I know that I, I know that I