Tried to find hope in happiness
But at some point I lost my plans
Think I faded in this process
And the reaper is my only friend
Trying to find my way home
Sitting pretty on my tombstone
Smile wide
Got close with the graveyard
Trying to find where to start
'Cause I'm casket-sized
Can't seem to change things
Wearing white to my funeral
I'll probably die alone
So bitter and I'm staying cold
Wearing all white Gucci in this chapel
Knowing I can't change things, change things
Flexing that I'm stronger than I really am
But I can't change me, change me
Devil knows I don't keep my friends
Heaven says I should have regrets
Do you think they'd care if I went?
'Cause at this point I feel like I'm spent
Trying to find my way home
Sitting pretty on my tombstone
Smile wide
Got close with the graveyard
Trying to find where to start
'Cause I'm casket-sized
Can't seem to change things
Wearing white to my funeral
I'll probably die alone
So bitter and I'm staying cold
Wearing all white Gucci in this chapel
Knowing I can't change things, change things
Flexing that I'm stronger than I really am
But I can't change me, change me
Yeah, ain't no other way to change it now
This can't be everything I am
This ain't gonna be the end
So tell me I did alright, fill the void I'll never be
Running from the hillside, your words hanging over me
It's easy to see it, I only need to believe it
'Cause if I try to change the past
All I hear is dial tones
I want everything to last, but it's out of my control
I can only do me and I'll put that on God
I can't be what I'm not
Can't seem to change things
Wearing white to my funeral
I'll probably die alone
So bitter and I'm staying cold
Wearing all white Gucci in this chapel
Knowing I can't change things, change things
Flexing that I'm stronger than I really am
But I can't change me, change me
Can't seem to change things
Wearing white to my funeral
I'll probably die alone
So bitter and I'm staying cold
