Can I be honest? I'm getting scared of fading out Hearing the whispers They say I'm old news now All that I've wanted Is being ripped right out my mouth Can I be honest? Can I be honest with you? Is there composure in the pain? Can I ever find my peace? Will I ever balance me? Took the shot without the aim Hoping I would feel something Will I ever balance me? They swore that I'd be fine But nothing feels right They swore that I'd be fine There goes my alkaline They swore that I'd be fine But nothing feels right They swore that I'd be fine There goes my alkaline Will you be honest? Am I just inside my head? Know that I panic, 'cause I'm scared of losing this Do I sound crazy? Losing faith on accident Will you be honest? Can you be honest with me? Is there composure in the pain? Can I ever find my peace? Will I ever balance me? Took the shot without the aim Hoping I would feel something Will I ever balance me? I know that They said it They lied and I bought it They swore that I'd be fine But nothing feels right They swore that I'd be fine There goes my alkaline Swear that I have been trying to change Balance got the best of me Vertigo inside my brain Dizzy, trying to find some peace Emotions got the best of me This alkaline's become my pain They swore that I'd be fine But nothing feels right They swore that I'd be fine There goes my alkaline (Swear that I have been trying to change) (Balance got the best of me) (Vertigo inside my brain) (Dizzy, trying to find some peace) (Emotions got the best of me) (This alkaline's become my pain) I know that They said it They lied and I bought it