Feel like I got too much on my plate at once But I ain't got no place to run Where do I draw the line cause I know I can't walk a straighter one Waiting on a chance to come Only you can make a change cause you ain't getting waited on So really what you waiting on Everyone that I hung around feeling bummed and they barely hanging from A string believing in they faith in God Blame it on the past but problems pop up unannounced We so drunk that we forgot what we was arguing about Wanna put the bottle in the trash but I can't cause I'm afraid to go without All I really wanted was a wife and a family Maybe one day own a house But it ain't that simple with addiction, can't control myself Gotta get back my ambition if I don't I fail Only you can make the right decision, no one else Instead of going to anger that you're holding Let it go, bout to take a load off Now I just be Riding by my lonely Blowing out the smoke trying to ease my mind The stars above are glowing I see em and I hope they can be a sign There ain't no way of knowing What the future holds, we can speed up time Cause life is like a story I'm hoping in the end things'll be just fine There's a happy ending at the end of every motion picture But we ain't on no movie set People look for love but what they visionin' is fiction But this ain't Romeo & Juliet Friends'll disappear like they were tricked by a magician Out of a hundred, just a few are left Thinkin' that this shirt that's on my back, that that'll fix it We're all a victim of a booby trap Thought that we'd be paid, livin' straight, by the age of 25 Then I'm not, by the time that we were 30, surely, shit will turn around But it kept reversin' further down the road, it's worser now Now we lost in the dark, and this spark that we had in our head we burned it out But I refuse to be content with the status quo Used the rap platform as a way to vent my Pain that's inside and maybe then by doin' so It might can be a way to lend my hand To help somebody that the weight done pinned down They goin' into work with a fake, pretend smile To pay the rent by the end of the month Take a minute, decompress, get high I just be Riding by my lonely Blowing out the smoke trying to ease my mind The stars above are glowing I see em and I hope they can be a sign There ain't no way of knowing What the future holds, we can speed up time Cause life is like a story I'm hoping in the end things'll be just fine Happy ending This ain't no album cut I wrote this for those who pre-order my CD A simple rap is an appetizer to satisfy them Wish this was a sneak peek Or the full length album, wearin this out, you gonna get it with a poster, or free tee I be signing my booklets, I'm looking I'm thinking bout how good it is to be me I just want to thank you Four albums later and shit still don't seem real to me Y'all are the reason my dream came true You gave me the ability to have a full time job as a rapper So many told me to quit, it was impossible Even if I had a record deal I could never pay the bills And nobody came to watch my show I spend your hard earned money when you buy my merch Money that you spent helped me buy my first New car and a house even wife my girl When I write you ignite all the fireworks Being patient in the line for the meet and greet But the pleasures all mine, want to shake your hand You could be brand new or a day one I'm grateful you became my fan You might follow me on Facebook and Instagram Some people got tattoos of me, that's permanent I want to say how grateful I truly am I want to put it into words, I can't It doesn't do it justice for you it does shit In layman terms, it's time to wave the flag C-N-T in this bitch, we the crew And I owe all to you and the snake and bat Happy ending