Jonny, Angry Jonny... This is Jezebel in Hell I wanna kill you I wanna blow you, away I wanna kill you I wanna blow you, away Ya Uh, Ya Uh Yeah (Jonny, Angry Jonny...) We been together like forever crying everytime I reminisce Remembering how happy we were, sadly it's been a minute since I look at you I see the man I miss You changed so much over the years it's like there's barely a resemblance A groupie used to be, I never thought that you'd be physically abuser I wish I knew how bad your temper was When I met you I'd of left you but instead you acted like you never hit me On several different instances You get belligerent the other night I couldn't breathe Had me pinned against the wall cause I perceive some instant messages And I don't even know that guy, plus I would never cheat I caught you cheatin' on me once but I was scared to leave I can't believe I told you yes when you said "marry me" You used to cheerish me I think you need to see some therapy Hystericaly I wake up in the morning cryin' Horrified I'm going blind couldn't see the warning sign Call me Jonny Jonny, Angry Jonny... This is Jezebel in Hell I wanna kill you I wanna blow you, away I wanna kill you I wanna blow you, away Ya Uh, Ya Uh Yeah (Jonny, Angry Jonny...) Getting sick of putting up with this shit It's bad enough you used to slap me now everytime That we have a spat you clutching your fists you hit me like I'm a man Black and blue, trying to mask it with make up and sunglasses Going to work telling my boss that I slipped You say I'm not allowed to talk to my friends Like I'm a prisoner, if I was to mention getting divorced I'd be dead I know it I should have fled or filed for a restraining order was torture You pushed me when I was going down the steps To reassure if I left you that I'd regret it for good You stood above me, yelling at me, on the floor while I bled Being forced into sex when the thought of fucking you just makes me cringe So bad it's getting hard for me to play pretend Self-esteem so low that I can go get naked in a mirror and see myself as I add up all the days I spent Telling lies inside a hospital I bet they wonder why I never called the cops on you Cause I love you Jonny Jonny, Angry Jonny... This is Jezebel in Hell I wanna kill you I wanna blow you, away I wanna kill you I wanna blow you, away Jonny, Angry Jonny... This was never the way I wanted to live I never thought that this would come to an end And if it did I figured I would be the one that be dead I begged you not to buy that gun but you did I bet you wished you never showed me where you had it hid up under the bed Everytime you pulled it out when you were drunk I was scared You used it on me, I finally had enough of your shit And your demons no more bleedin' no more mistreatin' me cheatin' repeatedly, me pleading to stop beating me Jesus I gave you everything you wanted all I wanted back Was your love but really I was just your punching bag And if I go to hell for killing you I'm willing to I feel like you done already took me to hell and back Jonny And I can tell I caught you by surprise From the expression in your lifeless eyes Say my goodbyes to my one and only While I'm standing in the puddle by your bloody body I love you Jonny