And I'm on and off And I somersault Show my friends they're loved You've been here too long I'll lose and find myself on a whim And step past the black and white Toward pensive ways to live I'll move towards something permanent Never put it first and never last I'll keep it all rollin' And I said I want that warm kind of heat The softness The closeness I don't want to rise above I'll reach for things that couldn't be Not lost and not hopeless Till I've given it enough