I spin myself around and hear the things you'd say when you watch me leave Why have a seat at the table if I'm sticking around to watch you eat? I almost forgot what I looked like 'til I saw you playing with yourself online And in your hand, I know you're dying to see me again Oh, do you see me in the video? Oh, I worked for all of it Oh, I'm so tired of pretending I don't know a single thing about you And I'm not gonna act like I won a high When I come down, do you want me to be a victim? 'Cause I saw us in the video If I could write a pop song I'd get you to steer in my direction I'd get you to start chasing after me like it was already in your head I almost forgot what I looked like 'til that girl in the porno felt familiar And through the screen, I can see why he doesn't reciprocate 'Cause I saw us in the video Oh, I worked for all of it Oh, I'm so tired of pretending I don't know a single thing about you And I'm not gonna act like I want a high When I come down, do you want me to be a victim? 'Cause I saw us in the video These days I always lie to you when you watch me "Dance," you say, "It's fair," and I feel the same Boy, I'm so tired of trying to make you change your mind All I want you to do is chase me! All I want you to do is chase me! All I want you to do is chase me! All I want you to do is chase me! 'Cause I saw us in the video Oh, I worked for all of it Oh, I'm so tired of pretending I don't know a single thing about you And I'm not gonna act like I won a high When I come down, do you want me to be your victim? 'Cause I saw us in the video I was on the couch, I felt him on me He was sweeter than honey, wasted on the floor And in my mouth before I could spit out anything Waited 'til the night was over, I could watch him try to indulge me Maybe, for a change, somebody else could make me feel like I'm nothing All I want you to do is chase me! All I want you to do is chase me! All I want you to do is chase me! All I want you to do is chase me! You taunt me in your sleep, you lied to me, I'm not getting any prettier And I can't bring myself to tell them You woke up with an arm gone missing I almost forgot what I looked like 'til I felt you moving around inside of me And through the screen, it kills me to know all the lengths I'd go Do you see me in the video?