The air just seems a little mustier tonight And, coincidentally, you leave for Brunei for some army camp thing And you're boarding the plane I just finished watching Clueless with my momma, and I Felt the need to tell you the whole plot But decided against it I won't do things that I shouldn't In one hand, I hold my torch and your map in another Thinking if you ever stopped in your tracks to wonder If you had never fallen for her and you had known me first Would heaven change our plans? Though I could never have you I only think about you in the middle of the night And so when you ask, "Are you fine?" I just had to lie 'Cause I couldn't reply When you make me happy I get too delusional You see me as a sister Well, I wish you knew better But you are absolutely clueless I'm like a sleuth, psychoanalysing each of the words you phrase Decoding all your hidden messages page by page I'm working harder than I ever have It's just too bad there are no places of love Just some more band-aids You throw them right onto me Right onto my heartache Oh, your lead's just pointing me astray Though I could never have you I only think about you in the middle of the night And so when you ask, "Are you fine?" I just had to lie 'Cause I couldn't reply When you make me happy I get too delusional You see me as a sister Well, I wish you knew better But you are absolutely clueless I just can't comprehend why you text me goodnight Did you and your lover fight over something trivial? Yeah, you humour me 'cause you cry to me When things aren't going right Guess you sharpened the sword That you place by your bed Aiming to attack your second victim Oh, you dragged me down and knocked me out, clueless This ain't harmless It's so fruitless Are you clueless? Clueless, clueless, oh no