I am diving headfirst, far as I can go I don't know what's under the waves that crash below But I know that I must do this for my heart's sanity I hope that all these feelings will make sense eventually And I hope that I'm not crazy, for I am so young And I know I'm so impulsive, but I'm so in love And so I look down, but solid ground has vanished from my feet I am seconds from the water, I'm already in too deep to turn back But the water from the waves lays a kiss upon my face And pulls me in a warm embrace And for the first time, I know I'll be OK And for the first time, I know I'll be OK I dive into the ocean, and I lay down my guard I swim into the trenches, a muse within my heart And I know I must keep going to the lonely ocean floor All the sunlight disappearing, and I can't see anymore There is something in the darkness, but I don't know where I feel a pain deep in my chest, I desperately need air And so I look up to the surface but it's too far away And then a moment of realization, I know that it's too late to be saved And when I can't take anymore, my lover pulls me to the shore Holds me close and keeps me warm And for the first time, I know that I've been saved And I promise I'll never swim away Now I know I'll be OK Forever, I know I'll be OK