You know I'm bleedin', but you're still wonderin' why You heard me screamin', cryin' out just to die You thought I loved you, but that was all in the past As I start crawlin', I don't know if I can last Pretty soon I'll be gone On a long one way ride Tell your friends not to call Say it was suicide I thought of hangin', but I knew it was wrong Then thought of poison, but what I had wasn't strong Electrocution I thought would make me a star I stood in the rain with my electric guitar Pretty soon I'll be gone On a long one way ride Tell your friends not to call Say it was suicide, yeah, yeah, yeah I then decided and put a knife in my heart It was the answer, but it was only a start I found a shotgun and held it close to my head And pulled the trigger just to be sure I was dead Pretty soon I'll be gone On a long one way ride Tell your friends not to call Say it was suicide, yeah, yeah, yeah