All I ever wanted was to understand the poet in the sky
Figure out the hidden truths he laced together and wrote in the night
(Ray Vaughn)
I know nobody is, but for you, I tried to be perfect
But the way you did me, I just turned to a different person (Different person)
I analyze myself and question of what's my purpose (Huh?)
Spent all my time with you when really it wasn't worth it
If you got a heart, then I know that shit is ice cold (Ice cold)
'Cause I was really stuck on your ass, then my life froze (Then my life froze)
I can't believe I believed all the lies told
I was really chasing bird box in a blindfold (Blindfold)
I never been the type to have to ask you for your passwords
But fowarding my calls, our relationship is backwards
You always on my mind, but to you, I don't matter
You don't know respect goes both ways, hazard (Hazard)
You childish, I just wished you acted liked a grown-up (Yeah)
Rental-ass bitch, you don't never wanna own up
I'm the one who held us both together once we broke up
So if that shit slapped you in the face, you wouldn't know love (Wouldn't know love)
You had me sleepin' every hour of the day
Contemplatin' suicide to make the pain go away (Make the pain go away)
Tears on my pillow case, mama know I ain't okay
But I should probably be an author, 'cause it's written on my face, damn (Damn)
You taught me things about myself that I didn't know (Didn't know)
We used to talk about our goals, then you went ghost (Then you went ghost)
I can't give no one my heart if that shit's broke (That shit's broke)
I bit off more than I could chew like Big Smoke, Big Smoke
San Andreas, it's your fault (Yeah)
You expected me to put all my emotions in a vault (My emotions in a vault)
Never comfortable with losing, but learned how to take a loss
Had a convo with God like, "What's the reason for this heart?"
And He said, "Life has a weird way of tryna show you shit" (Tryna show you shit)
But most people never take the time to notice it (Take the time to notice it)
You told me not to worry 'bout that nigga, but I know it's him (But I know it's him)
Girl, you really killed my spirit, no condolences
And I'm supposed to act like this don't hurt? (Hurt)
You got somebody new, so you don't care if we work (Work)
In the days, I'm alright, but at night, it only gets worse
And I hate it when my close friends tryna show me my worth
But they don't understand I put my all into this woman (All into this woman)
And then she turn around and tell me this not what she wanted (This not what you wanted?)
Even if I was psychic, woulda never seen this comin'
Walked into this heart attack and even God couldn't warn me, I swear
You be lyin' like honesty expensive
When you cried out for help, I'm the only one who listened (I'm the only one who listened)
You gave me a hard time like the maximum sentence
You put me in position to only feel defenseless (Yeah)
I put a smile on you unaware that it's a mask (Ayy)
But you don't even give a fuck, 'cause you don't even ask (You don't even ask)
To walk around fake happy really is a task
You let me think you had feelings that you didn't have (That you didn't have)
I hate it when these people tryna tell me to get over it (Get over it)
Now I'm closed off with the person I was open with (Person I was open with)
Y'all act like expressing my feelings is inappropriate (Yeah)
Even when I'm not alone, that's when I feel the loneliest
On my Jacquees shit, I thought I was your king (Thought I was your king)
But I called a hundred times and you let it ring (You let it ring)
Open eyes, but this something that I never seen (Ayy)
You know I woulda gave you all of my everything (All of my everything)
I know nobody is, but for you, I tried to be perfect
But the way you did me, I just turned to a different person
I analyze myself and question of what's my purpose
Spent all my time with you when really it wasn't worth it
If you got a heart, then I know that shit is ice cold
'Cause I was really stuck on your ass, then my life froze
I can't believe I believed all the lies told
I was really chasing bird box in a blindfold, man
Yeah, with my eyes closed
Chasing bird box in a blind fold
Runnin' after you with my eyes closed
Yeah, in a blindfold
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
