I miss how sharp I used to be When all I can think about is me When I trust my guts completely And always know where to find my keys I miss how careless I could be Not a single soul depend on me Didn't think it'd be a luxury To stay in bed and sleep till three I can't quite explain it It's not that I hate it I just wish that I had the time to say goodbye To the girl that I used to be My silly insecurities Just 'cause I don't fit in my old jeans My body bears the pain in all its beauty Yeah, I can always count on me I'm the default Down to a fault I'm always the go-to "Ask her, she'll know what to do" I can't quite explain it It's not that I hate it I just wish that I had the time to say goodbye It happened, oh, so quickly I became a Mom so naturally But no one told me I would have to say goodbye To the girl that I used to be