I'm sitting still but still cannot catch my breath The blood in my veins is a silent stampede I see your mouth move, but I don't hear a word you say And I keep my mouth closed so you'll believe I believe Here again, in the place where I thought it would end Just silently feeding the elephant still in the room My head's down, I'm hoping my heart makes no sound And history repeats forevermore I'm most at ease when I am invisible Feel like their eyes see straight through my skin But a smile is always good camouflage If nothing is said then there's nothing to defend But I'm here again, in the place where I hoped it would end Still silently feeding the elephant trapped in the room I keep my eyes down, hoping my chest makes no sound And then history repeats itself forevermore