Too many thoughts and prayers For God to care Too many lost and forgotten Get remembered when they not there It's not fair But how am I to know One day u at the bottom And then when you're at the top you're not alive to know Sometimes I think that when I die I'll know what life will show But man, this shit ain't as black and white as I'd like to hope Y'all think in heaven or hell My mind purgatory Certainly certain that nothing is ever certain for me Sometimes I really feel like nature keeps on working for me And other times I feel the forces keep a burden on me And I feel blessed you wrote in blood and that I heard your story But I feel I only got to read like one chapter And there's a hundred other pages that are damp and blank I guess I really wanted you to get the chance to change Hand in the game Commanding a lane Fans and the fame Withstanding the pain And now you're legacy branding a stain I know the game can't be the same And jammed in my brain Is Something that just can't be explained Am I meant to hate the man for the sand on his name Somebody told me I'd be damned if I am not ashamed Fuck Looking back this shit is plenty clear But hindsight ain't 2020 when you're 20 facing 20 years You can't forget about the many peers And all their messages going in and out like almost every ear People claim that he's in heaven or hell Man, I heard both in his music the angels and the bells It helped what I felt It helped with all the spells I was dealt I was yelling all the songs and never yelled at myself I was just stuck in my room Chilling there nothing to do Then I checked up on the news Couldn't believe that that something was true This man invented the flow Made that adrenaline go Yeah I remember the moment I found you and now you are never gone show Too many thoughts and prayers For God to care Too many lost and forgotten Get remembered once they not there Thoughts and prayers don't do shit That's what the cynics say But what else are we supposed to do but sit and pray I ain't religious in the slightest But I live in faith Faith in the midst of the rain Faith that it will be okay So I could give a fuck bout a million plays As long as just one of them really relates And I know that sounds really cliche But I'm forreal about the shit that I say My feelings grey Yeah I'm conflicted They just shift and they change But in two weeks I feel this shit won't grip me the same Too many thoughts and prayers For God to care Too many lost and forgotten Get remembered when they not there It's not fair But how am I to know One day u at the bottom And then when you're at the top you not alive to know Thoughts and prayers don't do shit That's what the cynics say But what else are we supposed to do but sit and pray I ain't religious in the slightest But I live in faith Faith in the midst of the rain Faith that it will be okay