Long nights...wide awake in the empty darkness. 
Dreading... the alarm that waits at the dawn of day. 
I'm anxious... for all the things that i want from life. 
I'm tired...now i push my thoughts away. 
Long day...tired and sore, abused my body, 
Troubled...i find no peace in what i'm paid. 
Distracted...the tv takes me from my worries. 
Absent...of any progress i have made. 
I am nothing more than a dreamer, wasting my life. 
Consumed with my passion, 
Caught in a world of debts and decisions. 
Do i lose it forever or do i hold on i am no different, 
Just one of the masses. 
Caught up in the task of survival. 
I am waiting on days without any worries. 
Do i lose it forever or do i hold on?...to my dreams.