Be careful what you ask for If you looked in my life, you could see what I see If you looked in my life, you could see what I see If you looked in my life, you could see what I see If you looked in my life, you could see what I see Blessings, what the hell is that we stressin' Ain't no food around this bitch, my daddy took an exit Momma double-shiftin still feel like we got nothin' I can't sleep cause the roof leak And water drip inside this fuckin' bucket Either starvin' or you thuggin', or sellin' dope we was 13 Boy dropped outta school and started hustlin' My dawg schooled me to these stealin' cars I ain't wanna touch it But the way them hoes kept laughin' at my shoes I was like fuck it So now we on some shit, we tip-toein' when we roll up Backin' niggas cars out driveways like a tow truck Hit the nawf side cause the chop shop gon' give us more bucks And them same hoes that was laughin' At my shoes now they gon' fuck Blindfolded in the fast lane, we can't slow up We on the news now, auto-theft division startin' to know us The walls was closin' in, them clear skies turn to grey See that's the part about the streets That they don't warn you when you play Them hatin' niggas killed my dawg, a bitch set em up Ain't leave the house for 3 days, my pillow case was wet as fuck When you young, you can't fathom that they never comin' back Your baby boy gone, how the fuck I tell his momma that My soul numb, they gave my bro a dub and closed the case When that devil go to work, nigga it's hard to hold your faith Ghetto dealers bad ends, but this the cards we chose to play We ain't worried about tomorrow Hope they don't take our soul today nigga This my life If you looked in my life, you could see what I see If you looked in my life, you could see what I see If you looked in my life, you could see what I see If you looked in my life, you could see what I see I'm screamin' out to you lord, it's your long-lost child I know I strayed off, been gone for a while now Please don't turn that devil to me You say "Ask and you will receive" Father forgive me I'm lost hoe ass devil got me under his wing Every time I try to come, he always intervenes Strike a flame deep in my brain, got me thinkin' bout killin' When at first, I was thinkin' unchain Like a nigga schizophrenic One minute I'm cool, and then I'm actin' a fool Can't understand it I'm manic shit, so close to goin' insane Lord please if you don't ease this pain, at least stop the rain Pourin' down hail storm lately Heart torn, got me blinder than a new born baby Smoke at least 2 or 3 packs of Newports daily My body done Lord if you don't come this cancer gonna take me away Sound weak? Well nigga you come fade it I done lost so many partners now, how I ain't crazy But I ain't know imma need ya, no I didn't non believer Mind wicked I done witnessed some of the sickest evils done to people Shit I committed sins I can't believe forgiven either And I believe in Jesus, but I'm still scared of sleepin' Dreamin' bout these same bitch ass demons every night Tryna kill me I really feel it, I be fightin' for my life And right before I, die Can't wanna see this shit