An attempt to stop writer's block failed last night As rain hit the window pane, ink pen drained into nothingness Get no tougher than this And it ran through the crew like a sick epidemic Abnormal life struggle and it's racking the brain Tap the inner pain so the rapping would bang I dreamt I was a baller low riding an Impala Nothing stalled the dollar influx, made the big bucks I know I make it hot I better stop 'cause the truth can be a rough alarm clock See life don't give breaks so you just gotta choose To live or to sit and watch the moon play the blues Or take the wind blowing as a sign that something's right Worse than opposition is never living and sitting on the side line When it gon' be my time? Then you realize all you got is now Bend that eyebrow and begin to dig deep I sacrifice sleep to reach peak personally Learning to be a lot more humble And God'll elevate me when it's time for the rumble Picked up the pen and pad man I ain't through fighting No matter how tough it get, I just keep writing Keep writing, man It's just life, homie, the ups and the downs And I was once tumbling, struggling, fumbling, mind crumbling But Holy Spirit bubbling I tumbled into realms labeled future tense, eternal now Rock the eras My heart was harder than cotta-terras Harder than terracottas but I learned to get right And my personal worship sessions peaked at midnight Then dome expanded cause couple heads said I rip tight But do I live right? My circle of life changed to oval cause most of man is imagined You work the strife until it folds to God's will for thou mental Support my time by posting lenthal Follow basic principle like when the praises raises And what sowed was reaped It's tomorrow today to yesta It's birth life and death the way that God manifesta Beat up in my chesta Invest a moment to consider sunsets and flowers How beautifully and wonderfully orchestrated From ounce to tons Now on ancient drums, my atriums and ventricles made of gold They pump the red and whites of days It propelled the elder across the stage War mongers, watch out cause songbirds is packing thunder I circumnavigate the globe and man it's fine, it's days are numbered As beautiful as African masks, my past got dismembered In thy orisons be my sins not remembered It's just life It's just life