I tried so hard and got so far But in the end, it doesn't even matter I had to fall to lose it all But in the end, it doesn't even matter All I know I don't care if I get hate for this But I'm just sick of nothin' ever feelin' different I gotta find all the people who feel the same way But it's kinda hard cause I suck at this overplayed game Nah, chasing social algorithms never been my thing Sometimes it feels like the only currency is fame I'm fightin' insecurities I never wanted to face Only wanna sing somethin' if it resonates If I don't fit in, if I don't do trends I don't care 'cause I don't do fake and I won't pretend This I swear can't win when no one wants to fight fair Everyone's opinions of me are gettin' hard to bare I wanna give 'em real, wanna give 'em honest I wanna be the voice for those that feel forgot, got lost or lost it Finding common ground deeper than the one we're walkin' Helpin' change their perception is why I really started I tried so hard and got so far But in the end, it doesn't even matter I had to fall to lose it all But in the end, it doesn't even matter Got people in my life who don't want the best for me secretly The first to kick me while I'm down 'til they think they've broken me The first to stab me in the back and smile while I bleed And I'm terrified I'll become the company that I keep It's hard to leave cause I'd rather put up with it than bein' alone Ain't there a word for that? Oh yeah, Stockholm The only, cheerleader I've had has been me Funny, 'cause in my head I'm also my worst enemy Ha! But oh, she's fine, she's always crackin' a joke But they don't get that's how I've learned to cope Put me inside a crowded room and I still feel all alone Cause fittin' in after trauma just ain't so easy, you know? And yeah, I've always battled with depression though you might never know I mask it with my aggression but pain helps me grow I hope the words on this page can represent the resented 'Cause in the end, we all just wanna feel accepted I tried so hard and got so far But in the end, it doesn't even matter I had to fall to lose it all (Lose it all) But in the end, it doesn't even matter I've put my trust in you (In you) Pushed as far as I can go (I can go) For all this, there's only one thing you should know, should know, should know I tried so hard and got so far But in the end, it doesn't even matter I had to fall to lose it all But in the end, it doesn't even matter