[Chorus] Every time that I open my eyes I might be awake but I don't feel alive Really I just feel dead inside I really feel like I'm losing my mind [Verse] They don't really understand my pain They dont really understand my brain They dont really understand that I feel insane They don't understand the thoughts That just be runnin through my brain Late night when I'm staring at my ceiling Wondering why no one else can feel what I am feeling Why am I the only one on earth that really feels this way Why's the man in the mirror the only person who relates to me 15 but got grown men hating me And no matter where I go people fake to me Just look at where the world at it's a pain to see There's people dying And theres people losing family Got kids but they're still living on the street Racism in the world stood from east to west People living with anxiety they feeling stressed And it got me asking god if it's just a test or what [PreChorus] Cuz I've been feeling pain I've been feeling pain all day And I just feel insane i just feel insane always And I've been feeling pain I've been feeling pain all day [Chorus] Every time that I open my eyes I might be awake but I don't feel alive