First, let me apologise for my absence When you're rapping what you're living, it's what happens Cah I live it real life, no reenactments That's three years laying on that blue mattress Courtesy of Operation Raptors I gamble with my freedom, not at Aspers Got me feeling like I've re-read all these chapters I'm getting old now, feel like I'm going backwards And nowadays my block's like Damascus My life's a movie, no 'lights, camera, action!' Girls tell me I'm the realest and I'm handsome I know Delilah wanna do me like I'm Samson So I gave my heart to this Samson Welcome to Barking and Dagenham Round here shit's colder than Alaskans So I've got a nina with attachments Leave a shell in your back like Sebastian's R.I.P, hella Instagram captions TD3, hella gangster trap anthems I said R.I.P, hella Instagram captions TD3, hella gangster trap anthems