i've woken up every day
with my eyebrows pointing at my mouth 
making all who care for me go through all my worst 
times with me 
and i give them no choice 
all my worst times with me 
i need to be unhappy to smile 
but i haven't quite got the hang of it yet 
i need to figure out whyt his room has blinds that never open 
it's so hard to be these days 
i wasted all my time 
trying to remember 
the word content was 
there isn't much to open eyes for 
i want to be excited just haven't been educated yet 
wonder how long it will take before they leave me behind 
questions in and questions out, they always ask me 
it's so hard to be these days. i wasted all my time 
trying to remember 
the word content was 
i just want to be happy