Lonely in my bed's where I lay I still feel the worst in my brightest days Before you judge me by mistakes I'm so broken, I'm so broken now Yeah Sometimes I let my demons get inside my head You tell me things I never knew Sometimes I think they'd love me more if I was dead I know it's hard to face the truth but I I've been so damn alone, I'm at the border line I try to hide the way I feel but I been showing signs They spit me out like trash, they judge me by my past So I guess we might as well make that the storyline I think it's crazy how they judge they own blood I think it's crazy you count 'em out just because I think it's crazy all the pain that it does I think it's crazy, it's the people you love They be the first to cross the line with you Now they switching sides on you Said that they would die for you But now you know they lied to you It's not what it seems, don't know if it's real Don't know how to feel Maybe I'm dead, am I alive? I don't understand, don't wanna get killed But maybe I'm next, forever alone in my bed Forever alone, locked inside my room I'm forever alone in my head And I'll never know how it feel They can say they love you a million times You'll never know if it's real, fuck Lonely in my bed's where I lay I still feel the worst in my brightest days Before you judge me by mistakes I'm so broken, I'm so broken now