I adore the ache of missing someone
I sink into the feeling
How indulgent to have someone to long for
As I stare up at the ceiling
I don't wanna lose this feeling
I don't wanna lose this feeling
I don't wanna lose this feeling
I won't ever numb myself again
Make it hurt don't wanna be indifferent
I would let her break me in two
I would let her do what she wanted to do
I adore the ache of coming undone
Submit to it completely
How indulgent to have something to live for
Without the guilt of needing
I don't wanna lose this feeling
Need it to give me meaning
Sick of simply existing
Losing time to seething
Even if I'm bleeding
Won't miss the pain that's leaving
Staring at the ceiling
I pray without believing
She can have me reeling
With every word she's speaking
Divinely intervening
Religiously healing
Everything I'm seeing
Is suddenly appealing
I don't wanna lose this feeling
I don't wanna lose this feeling
