Frustrating thoughts within my brain There's not too much that's keeping me sane Black cloud keeps hanging over my head She's got me in her grips I've been misled Can't get her out of my way of thinking It's come to an end but I'm still sinking Voices in my head are telling me to change My soul is screaming our god's name Sitting and waiting for feelings to pass They go nowhere they last and last Living in my world of complete solitude No one can see what I'm going through My mental wounds not wanting to heal Tears fill my eyes I drop to kneel Voices in my head still telling me to change My soul is screaming our god's name All right now Won't you listen Taking my time trying to get by Living in the past dwelling on ties Trying to overcome what she did to me Left me behind after planting her seed Her evil seed Planted in me Now I know just what it's like Got in too deep and now I pay Setting my course for the future Now I've learned your wicked ways yeah