So, shuffle Just struggle I don't want any trouble Or maybe I do To the regular shuffle The morning struggle I don't want any trouble Honey, do you? It's like, would you do it if no one was there? It's like, would you do it if nobody cared? I sure hope so, I sure hope so, love 'Cause honestly nobody does It's like, feel bad, but you don't cry It's like, stay mad, but you won't die It's like, it sucks, but you still try Fuck it, die outside I'll be your almanac of bad decisions Cut me open, make incisions Face the lives you like on the other side of a cereal box Pseudo-chill from [?] I'm the [?] And take my stupid medicines until I fuckin' stop So, shuffle The everyday struggle I don't want any trouble Or maybe I do To the regular shuffle The everyday struggle I don't want any trouble Honey, do you? Comin' around the later stages of grief For a version of the world that you wanted to keep A version where you're just as dumb as the rest Well, now it's time to clean up the mess No more glamour, no more gore No more high school suicide war I'm 21, I'm 45, so fuck it, staying alive I have a soft, small body Strawberries make it happy Someday I'll have my own life I'll leave this all behind