Focused on the future not the past But it's feeling like I'm in a rotation I tell my niggas they don't even know the half Feeling like I can't explain it Feel like I'm gone have me an episode I tried one time just to let it go Catch me with that glass tryna let it go Til it's gone Til it's gone Tried to tell em do better but they called it hate So its fuck it gotta show em what they call great In my kitchen day old pizzas and to go plates So best believe I'm bout eat if it's high steaks Best believe my pants creased Sharp as razor blades Tryna give em new waves But they wanna try and crash em But the surfing on the web I'm tryna own a lake Somewhere I got no neighbors Somewhere I can vegetate Mississippi muddy waters Turn to Cali landscape No cape on this hero Put a hoodie on I'm straight Jack Find where the drum and base at And a homie that gone match Conversing bout bags This the fire that you prolly shouldn't smoke before class But tell ya teacher who bumping and she'll prolly let you pass I been at in more than weeks So I can't let nothing pass Getting out the circle, won't come back Focused on the future not the past But it's feeling like I'm in a rotation I tell my niggas they don't even know the half Feeling like I can't explain it Feel like I'm gone have me an episode I tried one time just to let it go Catch me with that glass tryna let it go Til it's gone Til it's gone Take this shit back to the Ville for a minute That starkvegas if I gotta be specific PTSD from the campus police Make you walk with cold feet When it ain't December Fake like I was eating Where that EBT for dinner I'm just playing but I needed more than my work gimme Better when my tank on empty Good reserve like ya civic Lord just let these niggas feel me Know I'm speaking to they spirit Have you ever had, a dream turn nightmare All because you ain't believe what was right there In front your eyes, you too focused on somebody else How I wanna be a doctors couldn't save myself How I wanna own the bidness couldn't pay myself Shit could make you lose hope but never blame yourself Because you never gone succeed if you ain't never fail That's why a brother feeling high like he ain't never fell Float on Focused on the future not the past But it's feeling like I'm in a rotation I tell my niggas they don't even know the half Feeling like I can't explain it Feel like I'm gone have me an episode I tried one time just to let it go Catch me with that glass tryna let it go Til it's gone Til it's gone