Maybe this was all of my fault I hate all of my faults Thinking about my flaws I keep building my walls If I would have swallowed all them pills it would be my loss I thought that I could tell you how I felt to help with my trust Oh, it's getting heavy on my shoulders Panic attacks starting to feel like some boulders I didn't know Minnesota got colder I wish that I wasn't a loner I fought fire with fire Darkness with lighters And demons with life I've been caught in a landslide Wishing I would die I swear it's like this every night Trust me, I'm doomed It's 4 a.m. I'm still awake inside of my room I would rather heal you than help me But that type of relationship ain't healthy The rain gon' keep pouring The story's gon' keep going And God won't stop giving Devil's fangs keep showing I promise just keep going I promise just keep going The wind won't stop blowing The waves won't stop crashing You gotta write your story, fill it up with passion Fill up all them pages, just don't stop going I fought fire with fire Darkness with lighters And demons with life I've been caught in a landslide Wishing I would die I swear it's like this every night I swear if you listen to me right now I'm nobody special I think you just gotta keep on going You just gotta keep on going I need you to listen to me right now You just gotta keep on going You just gotta keep on going You just gotta keep on going I fought fire with fire Darkness with lighters And demons with life I've been caught in a landslide Wishing I would die I swear it's like this every night