I don't think that no one else Has been through this I been through hell I been stuck here in my shell I'm in my shell, I'm in my shell I fucked up, that's how I feel That's how I feel, that's how I feel I lost myself he's down a well But you're doing well, you're doing well Could've told you Could've told you that my trauma was embedded Could've told you Could've told you that I hate it can you make it up to let me go It was all my pain, it was all my vows (Me) I didn't run too far, stayed in my house (Me) I know the Devil's watching (Me) But this time he's not talking to me It was always, it was always, it was always (Me) It was always, it was always, it was always (Me) It was always, it was always, it was always (Me) It was always me Cannot fix my mistakes While all of my head's in a maze I'm running it back anyway I swear that nothing would've been bitter Just let me trust my gut You gotta see what's on my mind It was always me by the bottle, drank it regardless It was always me fuck the motto, I needed all this I'm tired of dreaming I need the truth I found a reason not to fight my youth It was all my pain, it was all my vows Didn't run too far, stayed in my house I know the Devil's watching This time he's not talking to me It was all my pain, it was all my vows (Me) I didn't run too far, stayed in my house (Me) I know the Devil's watching (Me) But this time he's not talking to me It was always, it was always, it was always (Me) It was always, it was always, it was always (Me) It was always, it was always, it was always (Me) It was always me You don't care about (Me) Stay away from (Me) I'll fight a war I'll never win it's all because of me You don't care about me I will never see That in the end it was always me