I'm ripping out all of the pages 'Cause I don't wanna talk when I'm anxious I'm waiting 'til the sun goes down Demons around, but I'm armed and dangerous Your cigarette smell still on my blanket Cover me with the memories I hated But all I'm gonna say is "so what" So what I don't wanna say goodbye and waste this night But I don't have a choice this time with you For what it's worth I'll fake a smile with faded eyes But I wish that I could chase this high with you Safe in my heart, tears fall in silence Crash like the ocean while my hands are riding Numb to the core, can't you see I'm breaking? So why are we waiting to say goodbye? So what I don't wanna say goodbye and waste this night But I don't have a choice this time with you For what it's worth I'll fake a smile with faded eyes But I wish that I could chase this high with you Don't know why it's important (Don't know why it's important) And the words you said feeling foreign, foreign, yeah I try to stay in the moment (I try to stay in the moment) And I try to hide in the open (I try to hide in the open), open, yeah So what I don't wanna say goodbye and waste this night But I don't have a choice this time with you For what it's worth I'll fake a smile with faded eyes But I wish that I could chase this high with you