Bruises in our history Bleeding into everything It's honey in my sympathy It's part of you and all of me Friends can't handle changes Becoming strangers Caught in another year I can't keep waiting here I'll disappear, disappear, disappear, disappear I'll disappear, disappear Was never here I'll disappear Closer than anyone's been Push away and pull you in I'm taking all this medicine God, it's never been this humbling Guilt dances in shadows twisting in circles Whispers into my ear You're always welcome here I'll disappear, disappear, disappear, disappear I'll disappear, disappear Was never here I'll disappear In a letter years ago Part of me believed and wrote The pieces will become a whole With hope I'll disappear I'll disappear