Hooked up & sucked dry. 
And yes it pried my eyes open wide. 
But I couldn't make room for the fear inside. 
I shut down. 
I went numb. 
Tried to escape but I couldn't outrun. 
Stressed my head until it broke. 
The days slipped through my fingers like smoke. 
It's a lesson that I won't forget. 
You haven't seen the last of me yet. 
Sometimes I wish I'd been a fisherman: patient eyes and callused hands. 
Move with the sea & hold the line. 
Sitting still isn't wasting time. 
And guess what? 
I'm (apparently) not too young to die.