i left the party pretty early i thought i'd go home drink some wine and f**k myself i didn't want to wake you as a man, i've known a number of loves some of which i'll die with, some i'm not too proud of i've lived, loved and learned set fire to abandoned bridges and watched them burn here i am, i'm all yours i've had enough small talk and irony i've had enough hermetic misogyny i've had enough repeating history i've had enough so i left the party. i pulled matt aside and said, "it's time to go." said "fire" to a room full of friends I don't know here i am, i'm all yours