I'm sorry
I'm ugly
all that I am
and I can never live up
I'm failing
I'm angry
afraid of the ways
they pretend to be us
it's fucked up
I'm different
words remain
my only escape
art saves
all of me
evolving
and now you're walking away!!!
I'm so afraid
and now you're walking away
I'm so ashamed
and now you're walking away!!
[voodoo spell:]
Berrate unshat'ecat
[II.]
my mistake
was trusting you
blood pigs
with creating my fate
with poetry
and suffering
I cannibalized
every ounce of my pain
I'm still afraid
everyday
these greedy worms
- they devour my plagues
I'm not your slave
I'm conquering
you see me rise
and now you're walking away!!!
I'm not ashamed!
and now you're walking away!
I'm not afraid!
and now you're walking away!!
[bridge & tunnel]
you can't hurt me anymore
you can't hurt me anymore
fed from the wound from
which we were bled
vomiting filth in
our soft cave heads
chewing on tissue,
tendon and fat
destroying the things
they do not understand!
tyrant.
betrayer.
parasite.
traitor!!
....and still you feed them
....and still you need them
I'm sorry
I'm ugly
dangerous
can't describe it enough
I'm failing
I'm angry
I use my fear
to empower my hate
I'm fucked up
I'm different
wurdz remain
my only escape
art saves
all of me
evolving
and now you're walking away!!!
I'm not ashamed
and now you're walking away
I'm not afraid
and now you're walking away!
and now you're walking away!
and now you're walking away
and now you're walking away
[voodoo spell:]
Berrate unshat'ecat
my mistake!
was trusting you!
blood pigs -
with creating my fate!
with poetry
and suffering
I cannibalized....
every ounce of my pain
I'm still afraid everyday
you still suckle my plagues
I'm not your fucking slave
so why're you walking away?
blood pig!
why're you walking away?
