I remember it all, I mean it wasn't all that long ago And I still shake when they call and all, I tremble at the tone Far too many words, I say nothing When I bite my tongue just to feel something Then I fight every feeling that's not fair I try to hit you up, then remember you're not there And I remember the year A funeral in my head every day There should be nothing I fear But now I fear more of the same Far too many words, I say nothing When I bite my tongue just to feel something Then I fight every feeling that's not fair Try to figure out every little way you're still there It's understanding That you can't be handed Something like that feeling you gave Sent me reeling So I tried to find a way To keep all that at bay I'm still coughin' up smoke From that flame you keep stoked It's understanding That you can't be handed Something like that feeling you gave Sent me reeling It's understanding That you can't be handed Something like that feeling you gave Sent me reeling So I tried to find a way To keep all that at bay I'm still coughin' up smoke From that flame you keep stoked It's understanding That you can't be handed Something like that feeling you gave Sent me reeling