and then i tried what i know i couldn't do.
i got frustrated when i couldn't talk to you.
i had all these plans, but i couldn't follow through.
it's disturbing knowing that i'm losing you.
i cannot. i can't do anything at all.
and then i was who i never thought i'd be,
and when i spoke i was happy someone was listening.
with all these doubts i wonder how i made it.
with no help from you, i succeeded.