Conversations haunt me like the body that wouldn't sink. If I could I'd take back some things that I have said. I put a lot on you, it was good for sympathy, but the truth is that I was as bad. I can't say nothing, I can't do nothing. Watch the things I sit with come flying out. Try responsibility, not pacifism. Don't take comfort in that you are damaged, just find a way. Find a way to release the excess. You'll find yourself better off. Jump in. Don't slow down. You don't think of me. I won't retract what I've done for her, on behalf of her. Don't take that away. I won't deny the time of it. Someone said, "Take the past. You're not a reactionary."