I was never sorry for the things I did And some days I just can't get out my bed And all of these voices inside my head Way too much pressure, can't feel my chest I was goin' numb, I can't taste it anymore Blood on my hands, left my heart on the floor I talk too much, yeah you heard it all before Try to open up my mind but you keep closing the door Ooh Tryna push me away Tryna push me away I'm a fool Tryna push me away Push me away Push me away Last night I got high again So alone, I just lost another friend Retreating, heart barely beating Blood is on the floor, and I'm still fucking fiending Cuz everyday, I keep running and running it And my life, keep fucking it, fucking it All the drugs, keep loving it, loving it Is everyday, is everyday I was goin' numb, I can't taste it anymore Blood on my hands, left my heart on the floor I talk too much, yeah you heard it all before Try to open up my mind but you keep closing the door Ooh Tryna push me away Tryna push me away I'm a fool Tryna push me away Push me away Push me away Last night I got high again Blacked out, don't know what I said I was fighting demons tryna fly away If I get too high I might die today Is that you in my veins When I can't think straight? I ain't never felt emotion But sometimes I feel the pain When I need to get away Ride my bike, peel away Mixing different medicines Yeah I might die for my sins I was goin' numb, I can't taste it anymore Blood on my hands, left my heart on the floor I talk too much, yeah you head it all before Try to open up my mind but you keep closing the door Ooh Tryna push me away Tryna push me away I'm a fool Tryna push me away Push me away Push me away Tryna push me away Push me away Push me away Tryna push me away Push me away Push me away