Will I ever be all that I say Will I ever see all that I claim Will I ever show all that I know Lord when I grow Will I know I move for the love for the people For the flow that [?] no disrespect [?] Got to stack more dollars [?] more flow I got no soul [?] I have been dreaming [?] To steal from I came bowling [?] Why seems like all my enemies. I am better [?] I am better than you will ever be I take mine [?] I have been lost everything [?] Like a knife [?] I lost my [?] I lost my job I lost my squad I lost my girl I lost my world All I got left is my arm and my cause [?] Rise in the, sharks, blow Never hear them shots [?] I could be the best [?] Cast away I will smack your face Men I will never have a plan b But you [?] I was just a lady cause I was afraid, [?] Afraid of my failure Afraid of success Afraid of heights