Hold tight, yeah, wrap your arms around me Feeling like a one-man army Lord, I need ya, need ya I just could use a friend Darkness that now surrounds me Whisper the words, "I'm sorry" I don't mean to hurt you, too Oh I'll fight till these chains are broken Hidin' the pain I'm holding Lord, I'm reachin', reachin' Show me your guidin' hand Old fear leave my heart wide open Each breath full of my emotions I don't mean to hurt you too (Yeah) Oh The darkest nights—the ones nobody see, no option for retreat I spent so long inside the chaos, start to feel like peace I'm tired of trippin' over mountains I'm supposed to climb And expectations that keep pullin' down the more I reach I'm prayin' God to make me stronger, need somethin' to believe in If I keep sufferin' for a purpose, show me what's the meanin' I talk myself in circles tryna justify my mind Become so numb it's hard to tell these days if I been dreamin' Unpacked trauma I'm tryna process, wake up in these cold sweats Butterfly—I know there's beauty under my cold flesh It's breakin' through—I wish they saw me for who I'm changin' to I'm better off without distractions, I was afraid to lose I needed faith, I got too blinded, I couldn't see my chains Struggled through the darkness, but in hindsight, I'm so glad it came Along this journey, bein' empty made me full of shame Till I barely recognized who I became, eh Hold tight, yeah, wrap your arms around me Feeling like a one-man army Lord, I need ya, need ya I just could use a friend Darkness that now surrounds me Whisper the words, "I'm sorry" I don't mean to hurt you, too Oh I'll fight till these chains are broken Hidin' the pain I'm holding Lord, I'm reachin', reachin' Show me your guidin' hand Old fear leave my heart wide open Each breath full of my emotions I don't mean to hurt you too (Yeah) Oh I dig my heels into the dirt—this my final stand I'm sorry, I don't mean to hurt you, but I know I can I guess I forget all the strength that my hands possessing At seventeen, I didn't realize what this life demands Admittedly, my biggest weakness always been 'bout patience In other words, I'm fightin' storms of my own creation Prayin', "Lord, don't let me drown, help me walk on water" Am I just talkin' to myself or this a conversation? Ay Heart too broken, now it's collapsin'—I'm feelin' trapped in I built up walls while ignorin' the foundations crackin' Why's it I struggle to forgive myself and show compassion? It's when I'm silent that I start to hear too much My blood flowin'—a rush, adrenaline help me copin' There's days I hate the world and fight controlin' my emotion If this story isn't finished, help me see the door that's open And leave behind this weight I've been continuously holdin', yeah Hold tight, yeah, wrap your arms around me Feeling like a one-man army Lord, I need ya, need ya I just could use a friend Darkness that now surrounds me Whisper the words, "I'm sorry" I don't mean to hurt you, too Oh I'll fight till these chains are broken Hidin' the pain I'm holding Lord, I'm reachin', reachin' Show me your guidin' hand Old fear leave my heart wide open Each breath full of my emotions I don't mean to hurt you too Oh Don't mean to hurt you too Oh I don't mean to hurt you too Oh Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh I don't mean to hurt you too