I feel like You don't wanna talk right now Always tryna miss my points Make me run hot strung out Get sense that we close to the danger Our love is a troubling route I need you right here tryna hold on When my mind only filling up with more doubt We keep circling back it's expected An both never learning our lessons One minute I hate you One minute you love me We stuck in a pattern neglected I wish I could fix all that's broken Uncover this beautiful wreckage I'm begging your hazel eyes let the water dry Cause what we had was precious How'd we go from lovers to soldiers I'm tired of us faking composure I want what we had back Need a hazmat, just to live it all over I know the lies I was telling were toxic Also the reason you slowly grew colder Push you away then I'd pull you back in an eventually You wasn't turning your shoulder Can't take it back But I'll take all the blame It's pouring whenever it rains Still I couldn't let go hope this echoes And you hear what I'm saying But I'll take all the blame It's pouring whenever it rains Still I couldn't let go hope this echoes And you hear what I'm saying