I think I'm having a heart attack I've done too much of what I shouldn't have done IF I could you know I would take it back Wide awake in a lot of pain Thinking I might not see the next day and Hoping that I got it in me to see this through I say things that I can't take back I torch bridges while I attack and Compensate by laying myself out flat I just hope I live long enough to be able to see you again And I hope I don't have to suffer the night without you at the end I hate every second of the god damn day Give me anything you got I don't care, It's all the same I need something to take so I don't feel any more Need something stronger than the night before, I need it before its too late When it hits me I, I didn't have a choice I'm screaming so loud I can't hear my own voice Just make it go away And I'll just focus on trying to breathe (4x) Feels like I'm having a heart attack I've done too much of what I shouldn't have done If I could you know I would take it back I just hope I live long enough to be able to see you again Just enough to be able to see you again And I hope I don't have to suffer the night without you at the end