Stand and stare in silence
It's coming on like lightning in my head
If only I could break free
Severed connection, it comes easily
If I'm being honest, I don't like the way
It feels when you're around me, mmm, I can't look away
If I'm being open, it hurts to let you in
I don't understand it, mmm, I can't look away
Sank like a stone in cement
Trying hard, faking it
Crack the earth every step
Calculating every breath
Catch the wind, try again, justify every sin
Every grain, every speck, every particle I have
Time goes on and on and on
What have I become?
If I'm being honest, I don't like the way
It feels when you're around me, mmm, I can't look away
If I'm being open, it hurts to let you in
Like I'm barely standing, mmm, I can't look away
And it's easy to ignore it
Till it catches up without warning
I tried to make it important
God, I tried
When it's early in the morning
The silence is a warning
A reflection tearing
I'm on fire
