Fear has helped me
Find new lows lowering hopes
Failure has kept me
Withered and weak

I know It’s all my fault 
I don’t blame anyone
Yet I can’t help but question
How I was shaped this way
Can’t help but question
Why fucking bother

Chorus
can’t even look into the mirror
Can’t accept this life I live
Failure in your eyes is all I see 
Failure in Your eyes is all I ever be

Guess I deserve it 
my daily burden
The weight of wasted days they only worsen
Nothing left to gain nothing left to lose
Finding new words for old wounds

Chorus
can’t even look into the mirror
Don’t want to see 
This life I live
Failure in your eyes is all I see 
Failure in Your eyes is all I ever be

I’m at the fucking edge
This fear is crippling 
Now I just need the exit 

Hands shaking 

The metal feels weightless 

Weightless
Metal shaking
Fuck
Now my body feels weightless