So much shit been on my mind that I don't know where to start My chest, it hurts from this pain, I think I need a new heart Can't forget you for what you did, 'cause you took it too far I had to cut this lil' bitch off, 'cause she were playin' her part I don't know right about you, but you still neglect me If I didn't had the money or the fame, would you still text me? I don't wanna tote no gun, I know the crackers gon' arrest me But if they opposite me out in person You know they gon' bless me They say I'm overrated, because I'm most hated They throwin' dirt up on my name, but I'm dedicated Got suicidal thoughts goin' through my brain daily And don't nobody understand the problems that I have Gino died November 10th, just a month before Christmas My birthday on November 1st, so you know that shit hit me My brother came into the room and he said "Gino dead" Fleetin', chance he gon' make it, he got shot in the head On Instagram, everybody sayin' "Pull it through" I said I prayed that you make it but it didn't save you And I don't wanna see you land in the ICU And I don't go to the funeral, I can't see you in the tomb, no Pain, pain What did I do, ooh, to lose you Pain, pain What did I do, ooh, to lose you You did some shit I can't let go, I forever got my grudge You can't fault me for actin' different, you know that you was there My homie weaker and weaker, I'm tryna keep my fuckin' head up You say that I'm a bitch, and I ain't been through shit What have you been into that I don't? See your homie get hit? Or have you ever been in love and distressed by a bitch? And then she fuck another nigga, I'm killin' both of them bitches So many shit is blindin' me, I think I need me some seafood I mind my own business, I don't give a fuck what he do My own nigga stole from me, you got to watch your people He sayin' that he real, but I know that shit is see-through And I can't lie, I'm dead inside Bentleys fly, homicide Traumatized, my dogs keep dyin' Free my dawg, he facin' time I heard I have to put it on my sleeve Prayin' to the Lord, only time I'm on my knees I'm like "Please" I'm like "Jesus please, keep me on the right road, the Devil out of me" Pain, pain What did I do, ooh, to lose you Pain, pain What did I do, ooh, to lose you