The strain always follows me 
Like a cloudy shadow 
100 miles I try to escape from the shadow 
But the shadow stays behind my back 
In the strain I could control myself 
Through all the time to the best of my memory 
In the other words I've been lost 
So I have to get back in a wall of enemy 
(It's like an old town melody) 
The strain always follows me 
Like an attractive widow 
100 times I try to apporach that widow 
But the widow stays away from me 
I saw the dream in a sleepless night 
Deep in the stream of consciousness 
I heard the voice to a certainty 
Deep in the stream of consciousness 
When I was young, I saw this kind of fantasy 
And this time I'm walking through the door 
And go across the bridge 
But on the bridge I find some pressures of my life 
So I can never be the one who always free