If I call you up at 2 am and I'm feeling fucked and lonely again I know you wouldn't be cruel you'd just sit there and listen mhm If I cried and said I'm terrified that I'm getting close to the day I die You just shake your head and you tell me to go home And it's true that I'm probably not worth the battery life Why do you still stick around or let me stay the night? I couldn't figure it out, if you wrote it all down, please write it down How do you love me right now? How do you love me right now? I make all the jokes and I run from cracks That are visible only to you react With a long breath worried eyes that justify When I haven't heard a thing you've said Cause I've been talking about the sounds in my head I never asked once about you or how you've been And it's no surprise that my friends are harder and harder to come by And that look in your eyes Shows I've made it about me like I do every time I need to figure it out, if you wrote it all down, please right it down how How do you love me right now? How do you love, how do you love How do you love me right now? How do you love me? I don't get it cause I'm narcissistic with paranoia, that just means that I annoy ya And the contacts in my phone are really more than I know And the ones I want to talk to are usually "busy" and "at home" And it's suicidal kamikaze Becomes less charming as I'm talking I'm trying to see why you pick up when it's me How do you How do you How How do you love me right now? How do you love me? How do you love me right now? Now, now, now, now Cause I need to know now why you like having me around Cause all that I see when I am looking back at me is someone scared to be alone Maybe I should just stay inside Stop calling my friends about how hard I try Maybe that's another reason why I don't understand how you let me inside How How do you love me? How do you love me? I want to love me Do you love me right... Call you up at 2 am when I'm feeling fucked and lonely again I know you wouldn't be cruel you'd just sit there and listen