I think my hair stopped growing, is that even a thing? Haven't lost any other, but something ain't the same Maybe it's a metaphor, is it even that deep? I think my hair stopped growing, or is it me? I called Phil a couple times He's probably sick of me He said, "Go easy on yourself" But what does that even mean? Sounds like good advice But I just can't hear it right now Hit me like a gut punch I hurt my own feelings How did I get so good at being mean to myself? I should turn the heat down Tell myself to chill out Damn, I really hate the way I talk to myself Hit me like a... Hit me like a... When I held you, I was still trying to be perfect People-pleasing, is it ever really worth it? Fake-smiling just to pass the time It's the only way to be in good mind Looked at myself and I can't even recognize Who I am behind those eyes, one big disguise Hit me like a gut punch I hurt my own feelings How did I get so good at being mean to myself? I should turn the heat down Tell myself to chill out Damn, I really hate the way I talk to myself Hit me like a... Now, what would it be like If I just tried being nice To the person that I'm seeing in the mirror? Yeah If you find that inner child Haven't seen him for a while Let him know he's doing fine Hit me like a gut punch I hurt my own feelings How did I get so good at being mean to myself? I should turn the heat down Tell myself to chill out Damn, I really hate the way I talk to myself Hit me like a... Hit me like a...