And I've been praying for an angel that I didn't make in snow Not because I can't stand the cold And I've been holding on to threads that frayed a long time ago Just in case I ever learn to sew They say the bones still good, but the well is bone-dry Whatever you look for, you will find They said it's for your own good, everything in due time But, I'm guilty of forgetting that sometimes Why do, why do, why do you do this to me? I'm tryna, tryna act like I don't care You never let me close, I'm not your calling Why do you do this to me? Why do you do this? Are you guilty? Tell me, how do you plead? Do you feel you're guilty? Knocking, knocking, baby, are you decent? Eyes a well of water turned to weeping Shallow thoughts, I'm walking in the deep end Had to show you talking is the cheapest How convenient, what's the meaning of it all? I walk the plank to feel the wind You said, "Just take your medicine" It's an all-out race, I'll never win You said, "Just follow your regimen" Why do, why do, why do you do this to me? I'm tryna, tryna act like I don't care You never let me close, I'm not your calling Why do you do this to me? Why do you do this? Are you guilty? Tell me, how do you plead? Do you feel you're guilty?