I cry alone Cry...Nobody notices it I'm lonely eternally I can live only here I look up at the sea But I see nothing I swam to upper But, I cannot live there I hate myself...and have to die I can't suicide suck in the XXX fuck in the XXX I don't know my figure Because, I see nothing Can you see my figure? How can you see me? I mind it... Am I beautiful? Am I very ugly? Surely I'm awfully ugly I hate myself... and have to die I can't suicide suck in the XXX fuck in the XXX kono shihai wo koe ru yami hikari no hate nai ta kako desae mie nu kun no sugata kono mirai wo koe ru yami hikari ha hate sora mawaru kotae kuukyo ni uka bu risou ha I miss you... kono yami ni kie I hate myself...and have to die I can't suicide suck in the XXX fuck in the XXX I don't understand even a living meaning kono shihai wo koe ru yami hikari no hate nai takono chi sae todoka nu omoi de some ru kono mirai wo koe ru yami hikari ha hate sora mawaru omoi risou hakono mi to obore naite ...